Am i being Myself???
"It's the journey what matters not the end destination...."
"It is the phase of hope and anticipation which is cherishable than the acquisition..."
"It is the pleasant waiting with excitment that matters than attaining the culmination of the desire..."
How many of them have you come across?
But there are no such advices given when the waiting turns bitter...
What should one do when his most honest desire would make him wait for indefinite periods where in he loses faith in hope?
What should one do when his waiting unbearable, makes him so small to get it at any cost?
The aftermath of such thoughts would be:
"A man decent to his own self looks Stronger to outer world but feels cheated within himself!!!"
To Lose one's value with his own self is the worst feeling an optimistic can go through...
Horrible it is to get down a step by one's own principles
Just because he was misused by selfish people around
You face a dilemma within:
"To fight back the selfish cunning minds around"
OR
"To treat them as your own and just let yourself being used"
I chose the former and now
I have stepped down from what i admired myself as 'Rups'
No, I dont regret my choice
But neither do i feel good of myself
as such fights would require you to be a bit cunning too, if not, atleast act cunning....
Gone is now, the excitement on the desire,
Gone is the pleasure of achieving it
All that matters now is Success or Failure
And a wicked smile would pass across my face if i happen to succeed
Followed by a drop of tear within for realizing that such wicked smiles have started to find their place on my face!!!
"It is the phase of hope and anticipation which is cherishable than the acquisition..."
"It is the pleasant waiting with excitment that matters than attaining the culmination of the desire..."
How many of them have you come across?
But there are no such advices given when the waiting turns bitter...
What should one do when his most honest desire would make him wait for indefinite periods where in he loses faith in hope?
What should one do when his waiting unbearable, makes him so small to get it at any cost?
The aftermath of such thoughts would be:
"A man decent to his own self looks Stronger to outer world but feels cheated within himself!!!"
To Lose one's value with his own self is the worst feeling an optimistic can go through...
Horrible it is to get down a step by one's own principles
Just because he was misused by selfish people around
You face a dilemma within:
"To fight back the selfish cunning minds around"
OR
"To treat them as your own and just let yourself being used"
I chose the former and now
I have stepped down from what i admired myself as 'Rups'
No, I dont regret my choice
But neither do i feel good of myself
as such fights would require you to be a bit cunning too, if not, atleast act cunning....
Gone is now, the excitement on the desire,
Gone is the pleasure of achieving it
All that matters now is Success or Failure
And a wicked smile would pass across my face if i happen to succeed
Followed by a drop of tear within for realizing that such wicked smiles have started to find their place on my face!!!
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